waybeyondretro

Yesterday was my nineteenth birthday, I didn't do anything special, it was just a normal schoolday for me. The family came over for coffee and cake the day before, of course. Now I'm one year older, one year wiser? Hah. No, but I really feel like becoming a better person this year. I always feel funny writing about weight and such, but I now I love to read about other peoples weight journey so I guess I need to look past that weird feeling.

Today may not be the first of January, monday or any day in particular but it's a new day. Everyday is a fresh start! And I am exited to start thinking twise about what I eat (again) and how I work out. I have been having some problems with that lately. It all started in the beginning of December, I just didn't have appetite AT ALL. That is very rare for me, and it was gone for the whole month of December and bigger part of January. Of course I lost a lot of weight but I didn't now what to feel about it to be honest. Should I be happy about it? Anyway, when my appetite came back I felt that I just wanted to take some time to eat exactly what I felt for, everyday. So I did. And I have not put much weight back but I still feel the anxiety... So that have to change now, I feel.





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